"I don't even care, I have things to post."

The world is stupid, someone should write a book about how stupid it really is, but I guess they wouldn't be able to because the world is just that stupid.

It sees itself as a great power, something that has the right to judge others in an unfair way without waiting patiently to understand what exactly they have to say.

It sees itself as something too low to deserve to live and simply dies.

It sees itself as ugly and sickening. So it fixes itself using unnatural means. Doing things that just don't make sense.

We the world see ourselves as separate entities, and treat each other so badly without understanding what exactly we did wrong. We poison each other, we steal, we discriminate, we destroy, we are truly stupid.

Listening to myself, I guess we're actually pretty mislead. It isn't fair for me to judge the world based on what I see, what I know is so small in the grand scheme of things. 

My opinion is insignificant, isn't it?

"Wait. Does anyone even read your blog?"

"Who knows? See if I care." *tears up* "Shut up."

"I didn't say anything."

This is smaller than I thought.

"Nothing's gonna change if you don't do anything about it."

"Since when did you get all smart?"

"Since now."


Has anyone ever just said that to you? Just going on being smart, saying exactly what you needed to hear, or maybe they didn't say anything comforting at all, maybe them just simply being there comforted your very soul.

"Okay."

It's been a while since school has started. I don't really have anything to say except that. My opinion on people has changed so drastically over the summer, and I think other people's opinions about me have changed a lot too. It makes things difficult to settle into again. That's what summer will do to you.

On a completely different note, I have a friend named Summer, and I really hate the summer. So whenever I say that summer's so hot, or that I hate summer, I have to say that it's the season, not the person. Makes you think about all those people who have and actually thing for a name.

At school, the teachers are the coolest people around, they have to try to teach new concepts to the students, while also trying to make them behave. If everyone just followed the rules, then the schools would work much more efficiently. 

"Then figure it out."

"How do I do that though?!? It's like everything I do is wrong. Everything that I plan doesn't happen! I make promises that I can't keep! I don't understand."

"Calm Down."

"I don't know what to do, from here on."

My life has decided that it wants to be stupid. It's like "I'm going to be all confusing just to annoy the hell out of everyone." 

I didn't know what school I was supposed to got to tomorrow, it was like:

•  "Is the school done being built? 
• Why did the old school call? 
• Did the new school call?
•  Am I going to miss the first day of school? 
• This is all so stupid. I don't understand. 

         Since when did life get so difficult?

"I don't find this amusing, why did you post it?"

"Because I don't know what to do, and I was hoping for some feedback from someone who was somewhat smart."

I'm falling through the abyss that is reality.